Look, it's an LJ!

Fwee.

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 21:50:41 GMT

Hokay. So.
Some stuff's happened. Image-intensive. o.o

I let Kuru near my hair with scissors. o.o;

I bite things. :D

Switchblade. >:3

Funny things happen at LANs... And yes, I am soaked and duct-taped to Zeus.

Innuendo. Lawl.

Hardcore body mods. Got someone to do it for me. :D

I r hot llo.

Piercing ftw.

Beanies are fun. >:3

There is no need for the way out, don't you see
that the way out is also a part of the dream
all you have to do is see, the dream is a dream
then you get what you call reality.

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 05:24:52 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|	16%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|	16%
Intellectual	\|\|	10%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Religious	\|\|\|\|	16%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Materialism	\|\|	10%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|	16%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Work ethic	\|\|	10%
Self absorbed	\|\|	10%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Need to dominate	\|\|	10%

Romantic	\|\|	10%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Anti-authority	\|\|	10%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Physical security	\|\|	10%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Female cliche	\|\|	10%

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Trait snapshot:messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

I hate him.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 20:55:05 GMT

But that means nothing.

Working on finding a place.
Also working about 35 hours a week at McDonalds. Yayyyy.
I miss my brother a lot. And I'm sure I'll be able to visit him pretty soon. Time off work is essential.

LAN this weekend, should be fun as hell. I'm on Console again, but yeah.

Question: Which has a higher priority, a phone number (with free long distance/nights/weekends) or an apartment? Considering I'd get them both within 2 weeks of one another.

LETS DO IT SIDEWAYS

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 06:26:36 GMT

I went out of the driveway today. Sideways. =D
8 inches of snow on the ground at the time. It was insane.
And then I drove to the tire place.
Did a full donut on the way.
It was sexy. Because I recovered it.
I'm getting snow tires with studs and I should have my car back by tomorrow.

I have to work 6 hours tomorrow. 9-3.
Same hours for Friday and Saturday.
Wewt.
McDonalds overdose.
At least that's 18 hours.
Snow driving and all.

Yes, I'm tired.
Does it show?
Kaygood.
<3

To hell with O RLY.

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 18:22:19 GMT

No more need be said.

Anyway. It's snowing, a lot. There's about... 6 inches so far, and we're expecting 8 more by tomorrow.
I have to leave for work at 6 tomorrow, and I still have summer tires. This should be interesting.

But hey, it's pretty. *stares out window*
I'm so going to be out in it at some point today, just because. I got a jacket, mittens, boots, and there are nylon pants in my car that I can pull over my pants for waterproofing.

Hell of a storm, but at least it's my day off and I don't have to drive. :3

Yeah. I'm in a good mood.

=D

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 04:28:10 GMT

See, I am updating this. Like woah.

I got hired at McDonalds and need to show up there tomorrow at like, 2, for training. Yeah, I had the balls to apply there and claim I had no previous employment experience. And I fuckin' pulled it off.

I spent a half hour on the phone with my mom today. Was interesting. I wanted to talk to Beep, but he wasn't around, so I waited for him a bit, then just got off the phone. *shrug* I don't mind my mom, just my father.

There's another job I'm lookin' at, hopefully they'll call me soonish. The owner's sick, and she does the interviews. But since they only had like 3 applicants so far and one was interviewed and turned down (for being too timid, apparently, so I'mma have to not come across as shy at all) I should be getting a call on that. The job is a convenience store, 10 hour shift at 6 bucks an hour, 3 days a week. You have to be 19 for it, since it's selling alcohol. Most places want you to be 21 here to sell alkys.

But if I'm selling alcohol I could so exploit that. I got a buncha friends that look 21 but aren't.
>.> No, I'm a good Hersh.
<.< Wut?

Meh. I just want the job for the hours and the cash, honestly. Anything else is just a perk.
And yeah.

I'm in a good mood for no reason. Howell. (:

wutwut?

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 17:15:44 GMT

'allo.
Someone was telling me I need to update at least one of my webjournals, so I figure I'm just gonna stick to this one. Makes it easier. ^^;

Current stats on h3rsh3y: I'm in Idaho, yay me. I live with Kuru. I rock that hard.

Lost my job the other day because Duane got fucking drunk, he owns the KFC around here and I worked for him... being the new kid and easiest target when he got pissed off at the night shift didn't work too well in my favor. So I'm jobhunting again, small towns are an okay place for that. Gas prices are at 2.04 a gallon, and it's around 34 degrees right now.

I turned 20, that rocked. I just need one more year... but hell, I might go up to Canada, it's only about a hundred miles away, and I'm legal there for alkys. That'd be fuckin' sweet.

I'm gonna get an apartment as soon as I can afford it, might be a while though. California trip is also put on hold I think, sorry to anyone who wanted to meet up. Once I get an apartment, who wants to party in Idaho? :D

Kuru got me addicted to WoW... the servers are down though, massive suckage. They won't be up for two more hours, and he'll be out here by then, kicking me off his compy. I have my own comp, but no way in hell it'll run that game.

YAY UPDATE.

I might start updating this a lot more again. :D

Hell.

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 17:52:24 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very High

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artsbitch

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 21:38:25 GMT

Fuck yes.

Um, got bored at midnight or so, and scanned it this morning.

30 hours without sleep and counting, I'll pass out when I need to.

Yayart. :B

ahem

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 00:17:23 GMT

=DDD
OMGITSSHINY.<333

Meh.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 20:33:15 GMT

Lithium

What Nirvana song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Yeah, bish. =D

Nyeh.

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 23:20:34 GMT

Yeah. I got kinda bored, and managed to talk Dan into letting me borrow his optical mouse... man, I love drawing with that thing. It's sitting on the back of my couch, but I can still turn out some okay stuff with it, and it's way the hell easier than my crapball mouse.

I did that one off a crappy picture I took of myself a while ago, with the cam. Just used it as a model.

*shrug* Yeah. I'm gonna be borrowing this mouse whenever I can.

Hm.

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 19:59:28 GMT

So many questions, so much shit to work out. I'm going on the 27th, or near there if I can't get the flight I'm planning on.

1) Stuff.
-I can only bring a certain amount of baggage. My guitar is not going to be able to come on the plane. I don't have a hard case for it, and I can't bring it as a carry-on... besides, it'd take up most of my allowed baggage. I can't bring my computer on the plane, either. So, I'm leaving both at home, and shipping them to Canada with UPS. Details of that:

-Shipping the computer is about $120, according to the information we entered on the UPS site. That's for standard international shipping, not express or anything. I won't have my computer for a bit, and do I want to spend that much straight off to ship it, or do I want to send my parents money to ship it later?

-The guitar is definitely staying here for a while. When am I going to ship it up to Canada, and how much is it going to cost? Should I really ship it anytime soon? There won't be much space for it for a while, and I won't miss it too much for a while? I could maybe lend it to someone, if I knew they'd take care of it and give it back when I was ready to ship it up.

-With the baggage constraints, what am I bringing, and how? I don't have my own bags, really. I have some old backpacks, but no duffel bags or anything, and no way my parents are going to give me a duffel. So, either I buy some form of luggage, probably a cheap camping duffel bag or something, or I find someone awesome who'll lend me one until I can manage to get it back to them. The second won't happen, because if you give me a bag, you won't get it back anytime soon, probably. So... maybe I'll go to the roadium and try to find something.

-What am I bringing? Hm.
- I -need- to bring:
- Clothes (might take up a full duffel bag, I don't have that much that's worth bringing - meaning I actually wear it on a regular basis)
-Medications - won't take much space at all.
-All my personal information. Birth certificate, license, Social Security card, anything like that.
-Hairbrush, toothbrush, razor, all that good stuff.
- I -want- to bring:
-PS2. I can fit that in pretty easily. It's not huge.
-My CDs and stuff. I promised I'd bring 'em, and they don't take much space.
-Car blacklight. It's not huge, it might come up. Not high priority.
-Webcam. Might be able to bring it, not sure if I can keep it.
-Discman. Not large. It's coming.

-What am I going to leave here, that I'll need to ship up at some point? My computer, my guitar, my amp... that I can think off offhand.

-What am I leaving here that I might possibly want to ship at some point? Kurt painting, since that probably won't fit in my suitcase. If it does, awesome. My bike. Probably just going to leave it here permanently, 'cause it's huge.

-I can't bring certain things on carryon. No knives, but that doesn't surprise me. That's going in my checked baggage. No electronics. Discman and stuff like that = checked. My headphones go in carryon. Notebook and writing stuff goes on carryon, too, I'll end up drawing or something on the plane.

And that's just what I'm bringing. Once I get there, I have more shit to work out.

-Driving. Do I need to get a new license, and how soon? Do you need drivers' insurance to get a license? My parents are going to let mine lapse with me not living at home, so should I hurry and get a Canadian license before it lapses? I doubt I can get insurance there, not being a citizen.

-Work. I'll need a visa, I think. According to what I saw on the site, I need to be offered a job before I can get a visa. What do I need to be eligible for a visa?

-Citizenship. Depending on how long I end up staying there (the plan is permanently), I might need citizenship at some point. You have to fit into certain categories, and right now, I fit into none of them. I'll think about that one later, right now I'll just be an American citizen.

-Place to stay. I can stay at Devin's for a week, maybe more, depending. After that, she told me there's definitely going to be -somewhere- for me to stay. It's sketchy, but yeah, I think it'll work out.

-Backup plan. Yeah, I need one. I'm probably spending everything I've got just to get there. I'm pretty sure it'll all work out, but a backup plan is nice. Ideas?

And, even getting there has shit to work out.

-Money. Devin's sending me $400 through the bank. I don't have a bankcard. Anyone around here know anyone who'd let me use theirs for the transfer? No way in hell my parents are gonna let me use theirs.

-Airline ticket. Right now, the flight I'm looking at is about $260, three separate planes, from LAX to an airport in Moncton. I'm probably going to drag someone with me when I go to buy the ticket at the airport. Can't buy online, no credit I can use, and she doesn't have one either. I'm worried I'll fuck it up. D:

-Getting to the airport. Taxis are expensive, and when I leave my parents aren't giving me a ride. I'll beg a ride off a friend, I give most of my friends a lot of rides, it's returning a favor. I'd take the bus but I have luggage.

That's all I can think of right now. You guys have any ideas? Anything I missed?
Anything I'm not bringing, I'm probably giving away. If there's anything you want, ask me. =P

Stolen

Sat, 28 May 2005 16:28:52 GMT

Bold all things true.

I miss somebody right now. A few people.
I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. Blargh. No.
.I care about someone right now. You know who you are.
I don’t watch much TV these days. Don't even have TV.
I love olives. Mmm. Olives stuck on fingers.
I love sleeping. Insomniac. D:
I own lots of books. My parents do, if that counts.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. For reading. I'm supposed to anyway.
I love to play video games DDR, Street Fighter, Tekken, GTA3
I currently have a crush on someone. Shut up.
I have been cheated on. Not really.
Have had my heart broken. Mmmnotexactly.
I'm in a relationship. Don't know if I want one.
I am single. Mhm.
I’ve tried marijuana. I said no to drugs. They didn't listen.
I’ve watched porn movies. Other than the one on the disc my brother said was the Windows CD.
I have been in a threesome. Not that I remember, and I think I'd remember something like that, yanno?
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I'm psycho to begin with... well, according to Alex, I was.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. Either that or I'm a crappy liar.
I like and respect Al Sharpton. Who?
I curse all the time. No shit?
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. Ohhhh yeah.
I have a hobby. Does Gaia count?
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. Knife.
I’m really smart. Moron, actually.
I’ve never broken someone’s bones. I can't hurt others.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. Who doesn't?
I hate the rain. Fucking love it, actually.
I’m paranoid at times. Lozl. Yeah.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I like the way I look.
I need money right now! Mhm. Anyone wanna lend?
I love Sushi. Error: Could not connect to the sushi database. DDDDDDDD:
I talk really, really fast. Oh, man. Yeah.
I have fresh breath in the morning. Anyone who bolds that is full of shit.
I have semi-long/long hair. Mhm.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. Not old enough.
I have at least one brother and/or one sister. Two little brothers.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S. Never left the US. I'm pathetic.
I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis. Yesh. Luckily.
I have a twin. That'd be cool.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. They'd drive me psycho.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. I like random phone calls.
I love the way I look. I think "not hating" works just fine.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. I don't always let down my mask
I know how to cornrow. Wish I did. I'd cornrow Beep.
I am usually pessimistic. More like apathetic.
I try to balance out my optimistic with pessimisstic views. Don't care either way.
I have a lot of mood swings. 'S called bipolar.
I think prostitution should be legalized. Why the fuck not?
I think Britney Spears is hot. I'm straight, thanks.
I have a hidden talent. So well hidden I don't know it.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. There's a reason I'm called the hypermaniac.
I think that I’m popular. No, thank God.
I enjoy talking on the phone. Sometimes.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. Jeans.
I love to shop. Don't usually have money.
I would classify myself as ghetto. Yeah, right.
I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. Ew.
I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. I have like, 3 active blogs. Gaia Journal, Xanga, LJ
I don’t hate anyone. Other than Alex.
I’m a pretty good dancer. Only if DDR counts.
I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. A wha? I don't care either way.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother >.<
I have a cell phone. Nope.
I watch MTV on a daily basis. *vomit*
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. Yeah. At like, 6 am.
I love drama. Mmmno.
I have never been in a real relationship before.I have.
I’ve rejected someone before. He was a caveman. Eyes recessed into his head. Used to hit on me in front of my boyfriend.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. Don't care, either.
I want to have children in the future. Not with my genetics.
I have changed a diaper before. I'm a babysitter, take it from there.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before. Hell no.
I bite my nails. Mhm.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club. Who?
I’m not allergic to anything. Dust.
I have a lot to learn. I never learn.
I am shy around the opposite sex. Some of my best friends are guys.
I’m online 24/7, even as an away message. Shut up.
I have at least 5 away messages saved. Yeah.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past. I'm too damn loyal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. I was a naive little kid.
One of those neighbors was the same sex. *blink*
I enjoy some country music. Techno remixes of hick music XDDD
I would die for my best friends. Yeah, or live for them.
I think that Round Table is the best pizza. Never had it.
I watch soap operas every once in awhile. No TV anyway.
I’m obsessive,retentive, and often a perfectionist. Far from it.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Meh.
I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story." Who to the what now?
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. And parties. :D
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. When I can anyway.
I have dated a close friend’s ex. Nope.
I have cut my self before. I...uh...yeah. A while ago.
I am happy at this moment. Kind of.

I had to.

Mon, 23 May 2005 19:54:28 GMT

I've consumed alcohol. HELL YEAH
I've run away from home. YOU COULD SAY THAT
I have lied to my parents about where I am. OF COURSE
I listen to political music. NOT REALLY
I shut others out when I'm depressed. SOMETIMES
I watch the news. ON WHAT? I DUN HAVE TV
I own over 5 rap CDs. EH, NO
I own an iPod or MP3 player. COMPUTER COUNT? MP3 CD?
I love Disney Movies. YES
I am a sucker for hair/eyes. >.>
I curse regularly. FUCK YEAH
I am a sports fanatic(Go Yankees). EH.
I bake well. ONLY COOKIES
I would wear pajamas to school. I DON'T USUALLY WEAR EM TO BED.
I am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS. OH, GOD NO.
I am sometimes self conscious.YES
I like to laugh. YUH.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick. COUGH SYRUP. ;3
I have many scars, emotional and physical. YES
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. FUCK. SPIDERS. D:
I am really ticklish. I BABYSIT, SO NOT ESPECIALLY
I've seen a therapist. NOT BY CHOICE
I love chocolate. MY NICKNAME IS HERSHEY. DUH.
I sometimes bite my nails. MHM.
I play video games. YES
I watch cartoons. MHM.
Saw a shooting star. YES
Gone out in public in my pajamas NOPE
I have Kissed a Stranger >.> KINDA
Hugged a stranger YUP. I WAS DRUNK. SHUTUP
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator XD THAT'S FUN.
Made out in an elevator YUH
Swore at your parents MMYEP
Kicked a guy where it hurts. NOPE, I'M NOT LOW LIKE THAT
Broken a bone NO, SURPRISINGLY
Skipped school NOSHIT.
Played spin the bottle NOPE
Gotten stitches YUH
Bitten somebody PROBABLY
Ridden in a taxi NOPE
Shoplifted YES
Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back WHO HASN'T?
Lied to a friend YES
Had a crush on a teacher NO
Driven over 400 miles in one day YEAH
Been on a plane YUP
Eaten Sushi YEAH
Been Skiing NO
Lost a child. ONE I WAS WATCHING.
Smoked a cigarette YEAH, AND I WANT ONE NOW
Smoked a cigar YES.
Made out with a member of the same sex for a play NOPE
Purposely set a part of myself on fire UM, YEAH. BUT NOT TO CAUSE A BURN.
Been in an abusive relationship YES. D:
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by YES
Made a snow angel SAND ANGEL?
Had a tea party NO
Flown a kite YES
Built a sand castle YES
Gone puddle jumping YES
Played dress up YES
Jumped into a pile of leaves YES
Gone sledding YES
Cheated while playing a game YES
Been lonely YES
Fallen asleep at work/school YES
Watched the sun set YES
Touched a snake YES
Slept beneath the stars YES
Been tickled YES
Been robbed YES
Been misunderstood YES
Ran a red light YES
Been suspended from school NOPE
Been in a car accident YES
Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night YUH
Had deja vu YES
Danced in the moonlight YES
Hate the way you look YES
Pole danced NO
Been obsessed with post-it notes NO
Squished barefoot through the mud YEP
Been lost YES
Been to the opposite side of the country YEAH
Swam in the ocean I LIVE 5 MILES FROM IT, NO SHIT.
Felt like dying YES
Cried yourself to sleep YES
Played cops and robbers YES
Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers YES
Sung karaoke NO
Paid for a meal with only coins YES
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't TOO MANY TO COUNT
Made prank phone calls YES
Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose YES
Caught a snowflake on your tongue YES
Danced in the rain YES
Written a letter to Santa Claus NOPE
Blown bubbles YES
Made a bonfire on the beach NO
Gone rollerskating YES. BLADES.
Had a wish come true YES
Jumped off a bridge SOUNDS FUN.
Ate dog/cat food NOPE
Told a complete stranger you loved them KIND OF
Kissed a mirror YEAH, WHEN I WAS LITTLE
Sang in the shower >.>
Had a dream that you married someone YES
Glued your hand to something MY FINGERS TO EACH OTHER
Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole NO
Worn the opposite sexes clothes LIKE, EVERY DAY
Sat on a roof top YES
Screamed at the top of your lungs YES

Stayed up all night YOU MEAN LIKE TODAY?
Climbed a tree YES
Had a tree house YES
Played chicken with a car YES
Pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on NO
Been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger YES. o.o
Been easily amused YES
Caught a butterfly YES
Laughed so hard you cried YES
Cried so hard you laughed YES
Had someone moon/flash you YES
Cheated on a test YES
Have a Britney Spears CD I BROKE IT. :DDDD
Forgotten someone’s name YES
French braided someone’s hair NO

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[X] I am a teenager.
[X] I have smoked/done drugs before.
[X] I have a friend who smokes/does drugs.
[] The last time I cried was while I was watching a movie.
[] I cry often.
[] I love shoes!
[X] Whenever I'm bored, I usually just listen to music.
[X] I'm ALWAYS bored.
[X] McDonald's is better than Burger King.
[] I prefer rock music over rap or R&B.
[X] The reason I couldn't answer the last question is because I like all or most types of music.
[X] I like to read.
[] I have good grades and I'm still better than you!
[] My CD collection is so big I took a whole day just to count them all.
[] It didn't take a whole day, but my CD collection is still big.
[] Troy is one of my favorite movies.
[X] I have at least 2 siblings.
[X] I love cheesecake!
[x] I cuss too much, and I know it.
[X] I have a friend that I look up to because (s)he is a great influence.
[] I am obsessed with a hot celebrity.
[x] Ah h8 pPl DaT tYp3 lYk Di5.
[X] The reason I couldn't answer the last question was because I COULDN'T READ IT!
[X] I think homework on the weekends should be outlawed.
[X] I think homework period should be outlawed.
[] My favorite color is red.
[x] I love changing my layouts.
[] I am going to/planning on going to a concert in the next month.
[] I like cats better than dogs.
[X] I can't wait for Pirates of the Carribean 2 to come out!
[X] I live in California.
[] I want to live in California.
[] I like football.
[X] I should be doing my homework now, but ... hey, I was bored, what can I say?
[X] I only put an "x" on the last one because even though I don't have homework to do, I should be doing it anyways since that's how I am. It was all out of guilt.
[] I hate eggs.
[X] SpongeBob is awesome!
[X] Randomness makes me laugh. Really loud.
[X] I'm thirsty.
[X] I like DVD's.
[X] I can't wait for Christmas.
[X] I have a certain name for idiots, and I claim it as my own!!!!
[X] In the last 24 hours, I've talked to somebody on Instant Messanger.
[] I am currently on a laptop.
[] The laptop belongs to me.
[X] I wish for a lot of things.
[] My birthday is coming up sometime this month

Age: 19

Crush: Maybe

Dad's name: Michael

Easiest person to talk to: Devin and Juli, and Brenda.
Favorite band: NIRVANA

Gummy bears or Gummy worms: Candy in general

Hometown: PV. Shut the fuck up.

Instrument: Guitar

Jam or Jelly : Eh. Maple syrup.

Kids: Eep.

Longest car ride: 6 hours. 400 miles.

Mom's name : Margaret

Number of Siblings : 2

Favorite Quote: "If you guys throw one more coin or one more shoe, I'm just going to leave my guitar next to my amp and there's going to be massive feedback for the next hour." --Kurt

Reasons to Smile: friends being alive

Song that you last sang: Ruby Soho

Time you wake up: Whenever.

Vegetable: Eh.

Wrost Habit: Driving like a maniac

Xrays you have done: Who to the what now?

Yummy Food: Anything's yummy when you have the munchies

Zodica sign : Scorpio. I'm poisonous

Happy?

OMG IM A FLAMER

Sun, 22 May 2005 20:55:24 GMT

Sometime at about 5 or 6 this morning:

Need I say more?

And don't even ask if I was sober, I think you can tell from the picture.

Sun, 22 May 2005 02:57:01 GMT

omg. doooood/
tje triptastivc ess

fucking pulsing. spinning. ho,hg

damn you. making me update

woahhh

colorscolorscolors

spiiiiin

retry

Wed, 18 May 2005 06:15:17 GMT

Aw fuck. This is try number two.

First off. I'm sitting here with a fuckin' ace bandsage wrapped around my head. It has a fake japanese symbol doodled on it in sharpie. Ninuja style bish. The ace was my idea. I blame Devin for the fakeish japanese. I'm fuckin ninja BIISH.

I'm also seriously trashed and surprised I can type at -all-. Two people called me today. First Juli called me. I was gone mans. She's like "can youg et up?" And i tried it. And faceplanted the bed. And sat there laughing. And she was laughing. And then I fell into the laundry basket and hit the trash can. She laughed harder. :D

Good thing my mom has the flu or she;d notice. It's 11 though, but earlier... yeah she woulda noticed. Meh.

And like, then Rya called. From Gaia. Rya-GloSkysong, and yes i spelled t hat right. I'd never talked to her before. She says I sound wicked young. Like 12yearold boy. XD Yeah I know, mans. And like she hooked up to my cammishness just as I found out that a burnt out lighter will make a hairspray flamethrower even though it wont light its own flame. Teh awesome. She says I'm crazy. Tell me something I dunno.

I had bacardi and coke. Juli taught me the mix. 2parts coke, 1part bacardi. Funny, shes the 14yearold. I should be the one telling HER this. Butmeh. As to how much I had, well, I went through a full 20oz of coke with the bacardi. *shrug* A good bit. And some rits once it started wearing off,. Hellsyeah.

And why is it try numbner 2? I was typing this entry, and like, almost done with it, and somehow, I hit some weird button on the keyboard and fucking craputer restarted. FUCK. Actually didnt restart, shut down. FUCKFUCKFUCK. I was like DDDD:

But thassit. And there's yer update. Mad shoutouts to Hypomanic. YAYYYYBISSSSHHHH.

I have way too much free time.

Tue, 17 May 2005 21:14:37 GMT

My name is... Rachel
I want ... to get out of this place
I have... nothing to lose
I wish ... my parents would leave me alone
I crave ... nonsobriety
I regret ... scars
I love ... adrenaline rushes
I hate ... I don't hate anything
I see... a computer monitor, a webcam, blue walls, and a Kurt poster
I hear ... Seasons in the Sun, and birds
I search ... For a way out of here

xxWHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOUxx
Got a citation? I'm too cool for that, bish.
Smiled? Just now
Laughed? a few minutes ago
Cried? I can't remember. This weekend maybe.
Bought something? Yesterday, two bottles of Coke for mixers
Danced? Yesterday. (:
Were sarcastic? Me? Sarcastic?
Kissed someone? >.< I dunno.
Talked to an ex? Few days ago.
Watched your favorite movie? Yesterday. MTV Unplugged.
Had a nightmare? A week ago, I think. Fuckin' zombie cops. D:
Last book you read: I'm reading Clear and Present Danger right now.
Last Movie you saw: MTV Unplugged
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Constantine
Last phone number you called: Mandy
Last song you heard: Guttermouth, Pee in the Shower
Last thing you had to drink: milk
Last time you showered: Last night

xxDO YOUxx
1. Smoke? I quit.
2. Do drugs? Yeah, I do. But not a lot.
3. Have sex? I'm single, so no.
4. Sleep with stuffed animals? *huggles Cowvin*
5. Have a boy/girlfriend? Nope, not right now.
6. Drink alcohol? Yesh.
7. Have a dream that keeps coming back? Not especially, no
8. Play an instrument? Guitar, bish. And I used to do percussion.
9. Believe there is life on other planets? I dunno. Maybe.
10. Remember your first love? Of course.
11. Still love him/her? Love, no. Think of as a good friend, yes.
12. Read the newspaper? Comics and interesting stories.
13. Have any gay or lesbian friends? Yeah. *shrug*
14. Believe in miracles? Not really, no.
15. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? I dunno.
16. Consider yourself tolerant of others? I'm pretty tolerant, sure.
17. Consider police a friend or foe? Foe, usually.
18. Like the taste of alcohol? Beer tastes sick. I like the taste of harder stuff, even though the aftertaste is hell.
19. Have a favorite Stooge? Not really.
20. Believe in Astrology? It's funny to read.
21. Believe in magic? Not really.
22. Believe in God? Not really. I'm somewhere between agnostic and atheist.
23. Pray? Not usually.
24. Go to church? Nope.
26. Have any pets? I have two brothers, does that count?
27. Do well in school? I did until I gave up.
28. Go to or plan to go to college: Going to one right now.
29. Have a degree? High school.
30. Talk to strangers who instant message you? Of course. I've made some good friends that way.
31. Wear hats? Almost always.
32. Have any piercings? Ears. I'm getting my eyebrow done when I get the cash.
33. Have any tattoos? Too permanent.
34. Hate yourself? Only sometimes
35. Have a horny spot? Nope
36. Get horny easy? >.>
37. Have a best friend? More like a few veryclose friends
38. Wish on stars? Nah.
39. Like your handwriting? It's just writing >.<
40. Have any bad habits? Who doesn't?
41. Care about looks? ...only a little.
42. Believe in witches? Not really.
43. Believe in Satan? Nope.
44. Believe in ghosts? Vaguely. Not really.
45. Believe in Santa? Haha. No.
46. Believe in the Easter Bunny? No.
47. Believe in the Tooth Fairy? Nope.
48. Have a second family? What's that mean?
49. Trust others easily? Depends on the person. I'm trusting as all hell with most people.
51. Take walks in the rain? I love the rain. (:
52. Kiss with your eyes closed? Yuh.
53. Sing in the shower? And break the shower door glass? D:

Where is your...
~ favorite place: anywhere with a good friend.
~ toothbrush: on my desk.
~ mother/father: My dad's in Florida on a business trip. My mom's upstairs in bed. She's got the flu.
~ computers: On my desk, keyboard on the couch arm, mouse on the top of the couch. Comfy. (:
~ mind: I lost it a long time ago.
~ best friend(s): Um... school, I guess, and home, and wherever.
~ homework: What homework? o_o
~ tongue: In my mouth, last time I checked.
~ third grade english teacher: The hell would I know?
~ television: Upstairs.
~ most prized possesion: Dunno what it is.
~ nearest bus stop: Hawthorne and Eddinghill. About a mile from here.
~ penis: I don't have one. o_O

How long does it take you (on average or now) to...
! clean your room: I rarely clean it unless someone throws a fit about it, then I just shove everything in the closet.
! get ready to go somewhere: 10 minutes from the time I wake up til the time I walk out the door.
! wash three plates, seven cups, and a fork: about a minute. It all goes in the dishwasher.
! Finish watching Homestar Runner: A wha?
! fall asleep: I don't. I pass out.
! clean your ears: I don't time it.
! Write a lj post: *shrug*
! pass out from boredom in class: I doodle instead
! forget what you were thinking of: About... what?
! fall for someone: I dunno.
! get really pissed at someone: I'm really fucking hard to piss off.
! realize this section is over: About a second or two.

If you could _______ you would...
@ fly: I'd hover over someone and spill water on them.
@ sing: Stop breaking glass.
@ staple like nobody's business: I have -no- idea.
@ make floral decorations: sell them.
@ drink sulfuric acid: You mean without losing my stomach?
@ dance like John Travolta: I dunno.
@ be president: legalize pot and lower the drinking age.
@ travel in time: Go see a Nirvana concert.
@ do anything you wanted: teleport to Canada
@ rule the world: =D
@ have a sex change: o_o Whyyyy?
@ build full size castles out of Legos: build houses.

If you made a ______ you'd call it...
# video game: LurchRacer (:
# language: kkhfsejhfw... just to watch people try to pronounce it.
# country album: My Ol' Dog Died In My Truck Las' Night While I Drank A Beer.
# clothing line: MindFlyte? I dunno.
# gas station: Wallet Gouger
# religion: I dunno.
# famous person: o_o You can make those?
# talk show: Watch Us Talk About Shit You're Not Interested In.
# Nation: Bombusplzkthx.
# book: 10 ways to look like a moron.

List the following...
3 most important inventions...
$ Computer
$ Car
$ Internet

6 Best actors/actresses...
$ Meh

5 biggest turning points in your life:
$Graduating high school
$Diagnosis
$Santa Barbara
$Senior year
$I dunno what else

4 things that you want to tell someone but can't:
$I don't know.

For ten million dollars would you...
% Have every time you wash your hands on national TV for the rest of your life: o_o Sounds sketchy.
% Eat goldfish, bananas, pig eyes, and pillows blended together with a French man: ...where did that come from?
% Go to bed right now: Sure
% Rape Barney: ...Hofuck. D:
% Walk across the U.S.: Sure.
% Let a fat man sit on your face: >.< EW.
% Change religions: Permanently?
% Cut off your hand: Thanks, I like my hands.
% Walk around naked for a day: No.
% Get arrested: Yes.
% marry someone you didn't love: Is divorce an option?

Random Questions...
^ What came first, the chicken or the egg: Does it matter?
^ Who was the last person to do something no one has ever done before to you: *shrug*
^ What did they do: No comment.
^ Why did the chicken cross the road: Cause it felt like it.
^ Would you ever consider worshipping a yak: Yaks are awesome.
^ If an earthquake were to destroy your city when you're out of town, how would you react: HAHA SUCKERS
^ What's life for: Ask me when I actually care.
^ If you could change your birthday to another date, what would you make it: I'd never remember it.
^ If an acupuncturist left a needle in you, what would you do: I'd pull it out.
^ What is the best thing to use to freshen your breath: Mouthwash.
^ How many times have you lied in the past week: I dunno.
^ When was the last time you took a survey: Now?
^ If you were given $43890, how would you use it: Plane ticket to Canada.
^ Favorite friend(s): I don't have a favorite.

And there's some random questions. I got really bored.

Other than that, my mom has the flu, so I hafta taxi my brothers to Amuse at about 4 for a music lesson. I've got Bacardi in my backpack again, and Coke to mix with it. Yum. Tonight's gonna be fun.

Woo.

Sun, 15 May 2005 20:59:55 GMT

It's time for an update. Yay.

I've been drawing randomly. Good stuff, but my sketchbooks are almost full. I'm gonna have to dig up a drawing pad around here pretty soon.

Apparently I missed a psych appointment on Tuesday. Went in on Thursday instead at about 8:30 in the morning. I'd gone to sleep at 4:30 that morning, cause I couldn't sleep, so I went in with bright red cracked-out eyes, acting completely trashed. He gave me coffee. ^^ And he gave me a sample bottle of KOs. :D

I figured out at night, if I turn the monitor and move the keyboard and mouse to the couch arm, I can use the computer while I'm chilling on the couch, and then just pass out on the couch instead of getting up and going to the bed, which always wakes me up. I fucking love having a couch in my room.

My mom's got jury duty tomorrow so I hafta do a lot of taxi work. Ah well, it also means I'll be alone in the house. I can restock some supplies >.>

And that's about all I got for now. Seeyas.

gigglesnort Man, you're pathetic.

Thu, 12 May 2005 21:44:59 GMT

Date	Time	From	To	Message
5/12/2005	12:41:28 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	hi....
5/12/2005	12:41:37 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	'lo
5/12/2005	12:41:46 PM			:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( is inviting you to start a video conversation. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
5/12/2005	12:41:54 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	who's this?
5/12/2005	12:42:00 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	a kid.....
5/12/2005	12:42:02 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	:(
5/12/2005	12:42:04 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	a sad one...
5/12/2005	12:42:19 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	My mic's messed, so I can't do a convo D:
5/12/2005	12:42:35 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	only video then?
5/12/2005	12:42:48 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	where'd ya find me?
5/12/2005	12:42:53 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	gaia...
5/12/2005	12:43:12 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	.....
5/12/2005	12:43:23 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	cam later maybe.. I got it on Yahoo for a friend right now
5/12/2005	12:43:34 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	ok......
5/12/2005	12:43:52 PM			:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( has canceled the invitation to start a video conversation.
5/12/2005	1:27:19 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	spunk
5/12/2005	1:27:33 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	...the hell?
5/12/2005	1:27:39 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	:P
5/12/2005	1:27:53 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	just a fun word to try and making myself happy again..:P
5/12/2005	1:28:06 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	...why you so sad, anyway>
5/12/2005	1:28:44 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	i bought a necklace to my girlfriend and she said it was ugly and that i was ugly
5/12/2005	1:28:48 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	and then she left me...
5/12/2005	1:29:01 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	and that hurt my feelings..
5/12/2005	1:29:06 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	o.O
5/12/2005	1:29:22 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	She sounds too materialistic.
5/12/2005	1:29:36 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	but i love her...:$
5/12/2005	1:29:47 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	but why?
5/12/2005	1:30:04 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	becouse she was nice before...
5/12/2005	1:30:17 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	and we have been togheter for long...
5/12/2005	1:30:24 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	how long?
5/12/2005	1:30:30 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	5 years
5/12/2005	1:30:38 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	=/
5/12/2005	1:30:44 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	how old are you>
5/12/2005	1:31:01 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	24....
5/12/2005	1:31:09 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	You don't sound it.
5/12/2005	1:31:16 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	i am....
5/12/2005	1:31:36 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	you sound like you're 14 at the oldest. ._.'
5/12/2005	1:32:11 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	im not....
5/12/2005	1:33:24 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	where ya from?
5/12/2005	1:33:50 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	sweden....
5/12/2005	1:34:03 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	ah, okies
5/12/2005	1:34:14 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	brb...
5/12/2005	1:58:24 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	i've tried everything
5/12/2005	1:58:24 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	i cant get happy again :(
5/12/2005	1:58:37 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	i havn't slept in 6 days....
5/12/2005	1:58:40 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	...
5/12/2005	1:58:46 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	....
5/12/2005	1:58:46 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	dude
5/12/2005	1:58:58 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	want a good example of never being happy again?
5/12/2005	1:59:04 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	yes
5/12/2005	1:59:06 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	...
5/12/2005	1:59:18 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	alright.
5/12/2005	2:00:13 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	take me. I'm bipolar. I've been on meds for 10 years. They fuck me up worse. So... I don't take em. For the rest of my life I'm going to go between psychotic and suicidal. It's never gonna change. I'm 19 and it's gonna be amazing if I live to be 23 at this rate.
5/12/2005	2:00:18 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	....but I'm not emo about it.
5/12/2005	2:01:20 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	i've tried suicide.....
5/12/2005	2:01:23 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	2 times..
5/12/2005	2:01:38 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	How'd you try it?
5/12/2005	2:02:00 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	first i jumped from the 5th floor...
5/12/2005	2:02:10 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	but i managed to survive..
5/12/2005	2:02:19 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	and one time i tried to cut my artery
5/12/2005	2:02:25 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	but i didnt dare too...
5/12/2005	2:02:31 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	....dude?
5/12/2005	2:02:35 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	5th floor...
5/12/2005	2:02:38 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	is not all that high
5/12/2005	2:02:50 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	it was kinda high...
5/12/2005	2:03:41 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	i tried becouse i think my life is shit...
5/12/2005	2:04:44 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	dude, was it just because of the girlfriend?
5/12/2005	2:04:54 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	yes...
5/12/2005	2:05:05 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	...
5/12/2005	2:06:32 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	who are you on gaia by the way?
5/12/2005	2:06:45 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	[removed]
5/12/2005	2:07:39 PM	[h3rsh3y]	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	says you don't exist ._o
5/12/2005	2:08:19 PM	:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(	[h3rsh3y]	:-O

Homans. That was my laugh of the day. You guys should know I'm the sympathetic person who talks people through a lot of shit... so when I say someone's being an emo whiner, that really means something. This dude... I'd never even talked to him before. He just IMed me out of nowhere with an emorant like that.

ZOMGITRYEDTOKILLMYSELFBYJUMPING5FLOORZ! *wince* Overact much, man? I usually just stop talking to attention whores, or kind of ignore them, but this... homan. I can't help it. It's just so damn funny, and sad, and pathetic.

Thu, 12 May 2005 21:04:02 GMT

• outfit: denim shorts, wristband, punisher shirt
• hairstyle: messy and needs to be dyed again
• jewelry: dogtag and wristband, plus watch
• underwear: generic

do you:
• cut yourself: yup. I'm such a klutz. xP
• lick yourself: yuh
• whine a lot: not usually
• hate a lot of people: surprisingly, no
• have too many friends: nope
• want to die: sometimes... HOMG TEH ANGST DDD:
• have a bf/gf: nope
• do drugs: hoyeah.
• wear dark colors: yesh.
• dye your hair: yup.

have you ever:
• kissed someone: ...no shit?
• gotten drunk: 'course.
• worn rainbow: Tiedye at some girl scout camp a long time ago.
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Yeah. Damn you, Juli. D:
• left the country: Never.
• had a party with over 30 people: Nope.
• taken nude pictures: If I did, I can't remember it.
• stolen something: Yuh.
• caught something on fire: Yup. I dropped a lit zippo in my lap, once, too. O.o
• cheated on someone: Nope.
• wanted to cheat on someone: not really
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: Yeah.

last person:
• you touched: Don't remember
• you talked to: my mom
• you hugged: my mom... like, weeks ago.
• you kissed: Don't even remember.
• you instant messaged: Juli
• who broke your heart: nobody

are you:
• understanding: I try.
• open-minded: more or less
• arrogant: fuck yeah
• insecure: ya think?
• interesting: nope.
• hungry: just ate
• smart: eh.
• moody: I'm bipolar, what do you think?
• childish: maturity is overrated
• independent: kindof
• hard working: sometimes
• healthy: surprisingly
• emotionally stable: HAHAHAHAHANO
• shy: ...kindof...
• difficult: yuh
• attractive: nope
• bored easily: sometimes
• thirsty: kind of
• obsessed: Cobain
• angry: yesh
• sad: nope
• happy: blah
• trusting: hoyeah
• ill: mentally
• talkative: yup. and I talk too fast.
• ignored: unless I feel like being alone. Then I'm not.
• reliable: sure
• self-discipline: not great
• sleepy: nevar.
• lonely: mrrr.

info about yourself:
• what is your birth name? Rachel
• what is your birthday?: November 12. Was supposed to be a Christmas baby. D:
• current age?: 19
• do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope
• how tall are you?: 5 feet even
• shoe size?: 6 guys
• brothers/sisters?: a mop and a mathgeek
• job?: resident psych.

favorites:
• what is your favorite band?: Nirvana
• color?: black, blue, silver
• soda?: V-coke, unless Monster counts
• music?: like, almost anything
• stores in the mall?: meh
• ice cream?: chocolate
• roller coaster?: meep D:
• candy?: alcoholic chocolates
• cd?: nirvana box set
• cookies?: gimme?
• juice?: with alcohol in it plzthx
• holiday?: if there's no school
• month?: summer?

in the last 48 hours:
• cried?:*emotear*
• missed someone?: yesh
• yelled at someone?: my mom
• changed your underwear?: ...noshit?
• drove somewhere?: hell yeah.
• talked to someone on the phone?: yep
• been online?: I'm online now... =/
• smiled?: Yup
• had sex?: with WHO? o.O
• kissed someone?:nope
• hugged someone?:my stuffed cow thingy
• last thing you ate?: ramen
• talked to an ugly person?: my psych

have you ever:
• been in love?: yesh
• kissed someone of the same sex: relatives don't count

• been in trouble with the police? "Drive like a normal human being"
• hit someone?: 'chu think?
• broke something?: I break things when I'm mad :D
• played strip poker?: "Rachel, I'm stacking the deck and yer -still- winning!" XDDD
• skipped school?:*gigglesnort*
• stole something?: couple times
• shot a gun?: pellet
• broke something important?: hoyeah
• smoked weed?:Yup
• dyed your hair?: :D

okay last questions:
• what is sitting next to you? a coke bottle with bacardi in it :D

Damn near exact

Mon, 09 May 2005 05:52:50 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

o.O

Sat, 07 May 2005 21:13:43 GMT

Schoolyard Bully
You are 42% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.

You are the Schoolyard Bully! You focus more on feelings than rationality, and thus tend to be driven by your emotions. You are probably easy to anger or annoy, for instance. You are also an extrovert who wouldn't mind having a lot of attention, although you may not always get it. Another character trait you possess is your brutality, manifested by the fact that you tend to be aggressive and do not care about the well-being of others. Also, you exhibit signs of humility, leading one to conlude that you are actually insecure, because very few people are truly humble AND brutal. Thus, like any schoolyard bully, you seek constant attention for yourself and have no issues with administering beatings because you are quite emotional and easy to upset. Not only that, but your insecurity may be a prime motivation for your brutality. As psychologists have noted, most schoolyard bullies only pick on others because they have a negative self-image. This could possibly be true of you. In short, your personality defects are your brutality, extroversion, irrationality, and your possible insecurity. Go pick on someone your own size!

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.

3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Haughty Intellectual. (Bullies like to beat up nerds, after all.)

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Bitch-Slap, the Capitalist Pig, and the Class Clown.

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 28% on Rationality

You scored higher than 69% on Extroversion

You scored higher than 71% on Brutality

You scored higher than 7% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid

Woo.

Thu, 05 May 2005 20:45:49 GMT

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #2 Match: INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #3 Match: ENFJ

The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

Your #4 Match: ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

Your #5 Match: ESFP

The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

What's Your Personality Type?

Look, it's an LJ!

Fwee.

I hate him.

LETS DO IT SIDEWAYS

To hell with O RLY.

=D

wutwut?

Hell.

artsbitch

*ahem*

Meh.

Nyeh.

Hm.

Stolen

I had to.

OMG IM A FLAMER

retry

I have way too much free time.

Woo.

*gigglesnort* Man, you're pathetic.

Damn near exact

The Keys to Your Heart

o.O

Woo.

Your #1 Match: ENFP

Your #2 Match: INFP

Your #3 Match: ENFJ

Your #4 Match: ENTP

Your #5 Match: ESFP

ahem

gigglesnort Man, you're pathetic.