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[Feb. 3rd, 2006|01:33 pm] |
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| | I dunno. o.o | ] |
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| | Absurd Minds - Captivated | ] | Hokay. So. Some stuff's happened. Image-intensive. o.o
( 56k fails at life. )
There is no need for the way out, don't you see that the way out is also a part of the dream all you have to do is see, the dream is a dream then you get what you call reality.
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|09:24 pm] |
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| | adsfasfsdf | ] |
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| | Nickelback - Animals | ] |
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
Trait snapshot:messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting
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| I hate him. |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|12:41 pm] |
But that means nothing.
Working on finding a place. Also working about 35 hours a week at McDonalds. Yayyyy. I miss my brother a lot. And I'm sure I'll be able to visit him pretty soon. Time off work is essential.
LAN this weekend, should be fun as hell. I'm on Console again, but yeah.
Question: Which has a higher priority, a phone number (with free long distance/nights/weekends) or an apartment? Considering I'd get them both within 2 weeks of one another. |
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| LETS DO IT SIDEWAYS |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|10:23 pm] |
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| | I hate CSI with a passion but people watch it anyway, | ] | I went out of the driveway today. Sideways. =D 8 inches of snow on the ground at the time. It was insane. And then I drove to the tire place. Did a full donut on the way. It was sexy. Because I recovered it. I'm getting snow tires with studs and I should have my car back by tomorrow.
I have to work 6 hours tomorrow. 9-3. Same hours for Friday and Saturday. Wewt. McDonalds overdose. At least that's 18 hours. Snow driving and all.
Yes, I'm tired. Does it show? Kaygood. <3 |
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| To hell with O RLY. |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|10:18 am] |
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| | cold | ] |
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| | Absurd Minds - Herzlos | ] |

No more need be said.
Anyway. It's snowing, a lot. There's about... 6 inches so far, and we're expecting 8 more by tomorrow. I have to leave for work at 6 tomorrow, and I still have summer tires. This should be interesting.
But hey, it's pretty. *stares out window* I'm so going to be out in it at some point today, just because. I got a jacket, mittens, boots, and there are nylon pants in my car that I can pull over my pants for waterproofing.
Hell of a storm, but at least it's my day off and I don't have to drive. :3
Yeah. I'm in a good mood. |
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| =D |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|08:11 pm] |
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| | whee question mark thing | ] |
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| | Korn - Twisted Transistor | ] | See, I am updating this. Like woah.
I got hired at McDonalds and need to show up there tomorrow at like, 2, for training. Yeah, I had the balls to apply there and claim I had no previous employment experience. And I fuckin' pulled it off.
I spent a half hour on the phone with my mom today. Was interesting. I wanted to talk to Beep, but he wasn't around, so I waited for him a bit, then just got off the phone. *shrug* I don't mind my mom, just my father.
There's another job I'm lookin' at, hopefully they'll call me soonish. The owner's sick, and she does the interviews. But since they only had like 3 applicants so far and one was interviewed and turned down (for being too timid, apparently, so I'mma have to not come across as shy at all) I should be getting a call on that. The job is a convenience store, 10 hour shift at 6 bucks an hour, 3 days a week. You have to be 19 for it, since it's selling alcohol. Most places want you to be 21 here to sell alkys.
But if I'm selling alcohol I could so exploit that. I got a buncha friends that look 21 but aren't. >.> No, I'm a good Hersh. <.< Wut?
Meh. I just want the job for the hours and the cash, honestly. Anything else is just a perk. And yeah.
I'm in a good mood for no reason. Howell. (: |
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| wutwut? |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|09:06 am] |
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| | braindead | ] |
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| | b001e: Blow up the world | ] | 'allo. Someone was telling me I need to update at least one of my webjournals, so I figure I'm just gonna stick to this one. Makes it easier. ^^;
Current stats on h3rsh3y: I'm in Idaho, yay me. I live with Kuru. I rock that hard.
Lost my job the other day because Duane got fucking drunk, he owns the KFC around here and I worked for him... being the new kid and easiest target when he got pissed off at the night shift didn't work too well in my favor. So I'm jobhunting again, small towns are an okay place for that. Gas prices are at 2.04 a gallon, and it's around 34 degrees right now.
I turned 20, that rocked. I just need one more year... but hell, I might go up to Canada, it's only about a hundred miles away, and I'm legal there for alkys. That'd be fuckin' sweet.
I'm gonna get an apartment as soon as I can afford it, might be a while though. California trip is also put on hold I think, sorry to anyone who wanted to meet up. Once I get an apartment, who wants to party in Idaho? :D
Kuru got me addicted to WoW... the servers are down though, massive suckage. They won't be up for two more hours, and he'll be out here by then, kicking me off his compy. I have my own comp, but no way in hell it'll run that game.
YAY UPDATE.
I might start updating this a lot more again. :D |
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| Hell. |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|10:52 am] |
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| artsbitch |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|02:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | my brain just imploded | ] |
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| | seether remedy | ] |

Fuck yes.
Um, got bored at midnight or so, and scanned it this morning.
30 hours without sleep and counting, I'll pass out when I need to.
Yayart. :B |
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| *ahem* |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|05:13 pm] |

=DDD
OMGITSSHINY.<333
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| Nyeh. |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|04:09 pm] |
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Yeah. I got kinda bored, and managed to talk Dan into letting me borrow his optical mouse... man, I love drawing with that thing. It's sitting on the back of my couch, but I can still turn out some okay stuff with it, and it's way the hell easier than my crapball mouse.

I did that one off a crappy picture I took of myself a while ago, with the cam. Just used it as a model.
*shrug* Yeah. I'm gonna be borrowing this mouse whenever I can. |
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| Hm. |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|12:19 pm] |
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| | rufio - like a prayer | ] | So many questions, so much shit to work out. I'm going on the 27th, or near there if I can't get the flight I'm planning on.
1) Stuff. -I can only bring a certain amount of baggage. My guitar is not going to be able to come on the plane. I don't have a hard case for it, and I can't bring it as a carry-on... besides, it'd take up most of my allowed baggage. I can't bring my computer on the plane, either. So, I'm leaving both at home, and shipping them to Canada with UPS. Details of that:
-Shipping the computer is about $120, according to the information we entered on the UPS site. That's for standard international shipping, not express or anything. I won't have my computer for a bit, and do I want to spend that much straight off to ship it, or do I want to send my parents money to ship it later?
-The guitar is definitely staying here for a while. When am I going to ship it up to Canada, and how much is it going to cost? Should I really ship it anytime soon? There won't be much space for it for a while, and I won't miss it too much for a while? I could maybe lend it to someone, if I knew they'd take care of it and give it back when I was ready to ship it up.
-With the baggage constraints, what am I bringing, and how? I don't have my own bags, really. I have some old backpacks, but no duffel bags or anything, and no way my parents are going to give me a duffel. So, either I buy some form of luggage, probably a cheap camping duffel bag or something, or I find someone awesome who'll lend me one until I can manage to get it back to them. The second won't happen, because if you give me a bag, you won't get it back anytime soon, probably. So... maybe I'll go to the roadium and try to find something.
-What am I bringing? Hm. - I -need- to bring: - Clothes (might take up a full duffel bag, I don't have that much that's worth bringing - meaning I actually wear it on a regular basis) -Medications - won't take much space at all. -All my personal information. Birth certificate, license, Social Security card, anything like that. -Hairbrush, toothbrush, razor, all that good stuff. - I -want- to bring: -PS2. I can fit that in pretty easily. It's not huge. -My CDs and stuff. I promised I'd bring 'em, and they don't take much space. -Car blacklight. It's not huge, it might come up. Not high priority. -Webcam. Might be able to bring it, not sure if I can keep it. -Discman. Not large. It's coming.
-What am I going to leave here, that I'll need to ship up at some point? My computer, my guitar, my amp... that I can think off offhand.
-What am I leaving here that I might possibly want to ship at some point? Kurt painting, since that probably won't fit in my suitcase. If it does, awesome. My bike. Probably just going to leave it here permanently, 'cause it's huge.
-I can't bring certain things on carryon. No knives, but that doesn't surprise me. That's going in my checked baggage. No electronics. Discman and stuff like that = checked. My headphones go in carryon. Notebook and writing stuff goes on carryon, too, I'll end up drawing or something on the plane.
And that's just what I'm bringing. Once I get there, I have more shit to work out.
-Driving. Do I need to get a new license, and how soon? Do you need drivers' insurance to get a license? My parents are going to let mine lapse with me not living at home, so should I hurry and get a Canadian license before it lapses? I doubt I can get insurance there, not being a citizen.
-Work. I'll need a visa, I think. According to what I saw on the site, I need to be offered a job before I can get a visa. What do I need to be eligible for a visa?
-Citizenship. Depending on how long I end up staying there (the plan is permanently), I might need citizenship at some point. You have to fit into certain categories, and right now, I fit into none of them. I'll think about that one later, right now I'll just be an American citizen.
-Place to stay. I can stay at Devin's for a week, maybe more, depending. After that, she told me there's definitely going to be -somewhere- for me to stay. It's sketchy, but yeah, I think it'll work out.
-Backup plan. Yeah, I need one. I'm probably spending everything I've got just to get there. I'm pretty sure it'll all work out, but a backup plan is nice. Ideas?
And, even getting there has shit to work out.
-Money. Devin's sending me $400 through the bank. I don't have a bankcard. Anyone around here know anyone who'd let me use theirs for the transfer? No way in hell my parents are gonna let me use theirs.
-Airline ticket. Right now, the flight I'm looking at is about $260, three separate planes, from LAX to an airport in Moncton. I'm probably going to drag someone with me when I go to buy the ticket at the airport. Can't buy online, no credit I can use, and she doesn't have one either. I'm worried I'll fuck it up. D:
-Getting to the airport. Taxis are expensive, and when I leave my parents aren't giving me a ride. I'll beg a ride off a friend, I give most of my friends a lot of rides, it's returning a favor. I'd take the bus but I have luggage.
That's all I can think of right now. You guys have any ideas? Anything I missed? Anything I'm not bringing, I'm probably giving away. If there's anything you want, ask me. =P |
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| Stolen |
[May. 28th, 2005|09:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | does that look stoned to you? | ] |
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| | The Vandals - Ape Drape | ] |
Bold all things true.
I miss somebody right now. A few people. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. Blargh. No. .I care about someone right now. You know who you are. I don’t watch much TV these days. Don't even have TV. I love olives. Mmm. Olives stuck on fingers. I love sleeping. Insomniac. D: I own lots of books. My parents do, if that counts. I wear glasses or contact lenses. For reading. I'm supposed to anyway. I love to play video games DDR, Street Fighter, Tekken, GTA3 I currently have a crush on someone. Shut up. I have been cheated on. Not really. Have had my heart broken. Mmmnotexactly. I'm in a relationship. Don't know if I want one. I am single. Mhm. I’ve tried marijuana. I said no to drugs. They didn't listen. I’ve watched porn movies. Other than the one on the disc my brother said was the Windows CD. I have been in a threesome. Not that I remember, and I think I'd remember something like that, yanno? I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I'm psycho to begin with... well, according to Alex, I was. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. Either that or I'm a crappy liar. I like and respect Al Sharpton. Who? I curse all the time. No shit? I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. Ohhhh yeah. I have a hobby. Does Gaia count? I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. Knife. I’m really smart. Moron, actually. I’ve never broken someone’s bones. I can't hurt others. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. Who doesn't? I hate the rain. Fucking love it, actually. I’m paranoid at times. Lozl. Yeah. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I like the way I look. I need money right now! Mhm. Anyone wanna lend? I love Sushi. Error: Could not connect to the sushi database. DDDDDDDD: I talk really, really fast. Oh, man. Yeah. I have fresh breath in the morning. Anyone who bolds that is full of shit. I have semi-long/long hair. Mhm. I have lost money in Las Vegas. Not old enough. I have at least one brother and/or one sister. Two little brothers. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. Never left the US. I'm pathetic. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis. Yesh. Luckily. I have a twin. That'd be cool. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. They'd drive me psycho. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. I like random phone calls. I love the way I look. I think "not hating" works just fine. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. I don't always let down my mask I know how to cornrow. Wish I did. I'd cornrow Beep. I am usually pessimistic. More like apathetic. I try to balance out my optimistic with pessimisstic views. Don't care either way. I have a lot of mood swings. 'S called bipolar. I think prostitution should be legalized. Why the fuck not? I think Britney Spears is hot. I'm straight, thanks. I have a hidden talent. So well hidden I don't know it. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. There's a reason I'm called the hypermaniac. I think that I’m popular. No, thank God. I enjoy talking on the phone. Sometimes. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. Jeans. I love to shop. Don't usually have money. I would classify myself as ghetto. Yeah, right. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. Ew. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. I have like, 3 active blogs. Gaia Journal, Xanga, LJ I don’t hate anyone. Other than Alex. I’m a pretty good dancer. Only if DDR counts. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. A wha? I don't care either way. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother >.< I have a cell phone. Nope. I watch MTV on a daily basis. *vomit* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. Yeah. At like, 6 am. I love drama. Mmmno. I have never been in a real relationship before.I have. I’ve rejected someone before. He was a caveman. Eyes recessed into his head. Used to hit on me in front of my boyfriend. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. Don't care, either. I want to have children in the future. Not with my genetics. I have changed a diaper before. I'm a babysitter, take it from there. I’ve called the cops on a friend before. Hell no. I bite my nails. Mhm. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club. Who? I’m not allergic to anything. Dust. I have a lot to learn. I never learn. I am shy around the opposite sex. Some of my best friends are guys. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message. Shut up. I have at least 5 away messages saved. Yeah. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past. I'm too damn loyal. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. I was a naive little kid. One of those neighbors was the same sex. *blink* I enjoy some country music. Techno remixes of hick music XDDD I would die for my best friends. Yeah, or live for them. I think that Round Table is the best pizza. Never had it. I watch soap operas every once in awhile. No TV anyway. I’m obsessive,retentive, and often a perfectionist. Far from it. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Meh. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story." Who to the what now? Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. And parties. :D I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. When I can anyway. I have dated a close friend’s ex. Nope. I have cut my self before. I...uh...yeah. A while ago. I am happy at this moment. Kind of.
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| OMG IM A FLAMER |
[May. 22nd, 2005|01:48 pm] |
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| | Offspring - Burn it up | ] |
Sometime at about 5 or 6 this morning:

Need I say more?
And don't even ask if I was sober, I think you can tell from the picture. |
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[May. 21st, 2005|07:44 pm] |
omg. doooood/ tje triptastivc ess
fucking pulsing. spinning. ho,hg
damn you. making me update
woahhh
colorscolorscolors
spiiiiin |
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| retry |
[May. 17th, 2005|11:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | drunk | ] |
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| | techno LITHIUM | ] | Aw fuck. This is try number two.
First off. I'm sitting here with a fuckin' ace bandsage wrapped around my head. It has a fake japanese symbol doodled on it in sharpie. Ninuja style bish. The ace was my idea. I blame Devin for the fakeish japanese. I'm fuckin ninja BIISH.
I'm also seriously trashed and surprised I can type at -all-. Two people called me today. First Juli called me. I was gone mans. She's like "can youg et up?" And i tried it. And faceplanted the bed. And sat there laughing. And she was laughing. And then I fell into the laundry basket and hit the trash can. She laughed harder. :D
Good thing my mom has the flu or she;d notice. It's 11 though, but earlier... yeah she woulda noticed. Meh.
And like, then Rya called. From Gaia. Rya-GloSkysong, and yes i spelled t hat right. I'd never talked to her before. She says I sound wicked young. Like 12yearold boy. XD Yeah I know, mans. And like she hooked up to my cammishness just as I found out that a burnt out lighter will make a hairspray flamethrower even though it wont light its own flame. Teh awesome. She says I'm crazy. Tell me something I dunno.
I had bacardi and coke. Juli taught me the mix. 2parts coke, 1part bacardi. Funny, shes the 14yearold. I should be the one telling HER this. Butmeh. As to how much I had, well, I went through a full 20oz of coke with the bacardi. *shrug* A good bit. And some rits once it started wearing off,. Hellsyeah.
And why is it try numbner 2? I was typing this entry, and like, almost done with it, and somehow, I hit some weird button on the keyboard and fucking craputer restarted. FUCK. Actually didnt restart, shut down. FUCKFUCKFUCK. I was like DDDD:
But thassit. And there's yer update. Mad shoutouts to Hypomanic. YAYYYYBISSSSHHHH. |
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| I have way too much free time. |
[May. 17th, 2005|02:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | notyet | ] |
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| | flogging molly | ] | ( Read more... ) And there's some random questions. I got really bored.
Other than that, my mom has the flu, so I hafta taxi my brothers to Amuse at about 4 for a music lesson. I've got Bacardi in my backpack again, and Coke to mix with it. Yum. Tonight's gonna be fun. |
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| Woo. |
[May. 15th, 2005|01:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hofuck it's hot | ] |
| [ | Now Playing |
| | rantradio punk | ] | It's time for an update. Yay.
I've been drawing randomly. Good stuff, but my sketchbooks are almost full. I'm gonna have to dig up a drawing pad around here pretty soon.
Apparently I missed a psych appointment on Tuesday. Went in on Thursday instead at about 8:30 in the morning. I'd gone to sleep at 4:30 that morning, cause I couldn't sleep, so I went in with bright red cracked-out eyes, acting completely trashed. He gave me coffee. ^^ And he gave me a sample bottle of KOs. :D
I figured out at night, if I turn the monitor and move the keyboard and mouse to the couch arm, I can use the computer while I'm chilling on the couch, and then just pass out on the couch instead of getting up and going to the bed, which always wakes me up. I fucking love having a couch in my room.
My mom's got jury duty tomorrow so I hafta do a lot of taxi work. Ah well, it also means I'll be alone in the house. I can restock some supplies >.>
And that's about all I got for now. Seeyas. |
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